~Salem-rae

It's a song, and it's the repetitive mantra of my imagination. I remember feeling not two weeks ago, that I wish i could just continue living the simple life I have, just working, living in a quiet town. But now, I'm feeling a complete 180. I want out, I need out. I'm tired of the slow drudgery I trudge through every day, I'm tired of my simple pleasures and working at a good but rather dead end job. I'm feeling contained, and I feel my mind is being restrained and I am eager to escape and free my self. To have the opportunity to open my mind and show what I'm made of. Share my thoughts and opinions and challenge myself to think outside the box. Hell, challenge myself to think! I clean rooms for a living, it doesn't exactly spur the imagination or incite deep philosophical thinking. I miss school, because I was able to challenge my mind. I miss facing difficult equations and having to come at them utilizing several different courses of action to come to the correct conclusion. I am eager to head out into the world on my own and employ the same techniques, to learn the lessons of life, as many as i can, and continue to learn throughout my lifetime. I wish I could escape, but now, I feel binded. I feel chained to one spot in the world when I want so badly to see so much more. I'm tiring of the same old scenery, even the same faces that I have come to adore and love. And I will miss those faces when I cannot see them every day and I still love them with all my heart. (Don't take this wrong guys, I don't mean when I type this that I'm getting sick of you! Far from it hons!! Lmao You know who you are lol) but I need new personalities in my life as well, I need to see new faces, hear new opinions and beliefs, and discuss new life philosophies. I can't wait. My future awaits, with much potential, and my imagination leads me on. "Follow Me!"